why is everything gettin so hard for me?,
i want things to go back to the way they used to be,
everytime i turn in a different direction the door slams in my face,
i dont know what to do,
is this a normal fase?,
i keep hearing all these voices,
tellin me im making all the wrong choices,
i dont know who to turn to,
im always so happy and loud,
now im to myself and constantly down,
if all this continues i think i'll drown,
in all my fears and tears,
i just want to be held in someones arms,
and be cheered up by their caring charm,
i want to talk to someone,
and have a conversation that matters,
not just pointless chatter,
i need some of my problems lifted of my shoulders,
hopefully i'll start acting like myself and not get any colder,
maybe everything will get better when im a little bit older.