i can't avoid the pain that im going through
i'm Kevin McCoy and i'll explain my point to you
well things have changed which destroyed my youth
don't think im strange but that's so damn true
i became newly claimed to be trained in a Soldier's Suit
wearing worn out boots everyday on mountain terrain
it aint safe, i stay afraid, where's my aid, there's low pay
i found my horror route, but my faith won't fade
no more i'll do, that's a poor excuse in a war to use
my future's page is gray, a Beret n a torture tool's maintained
my Mom does pray that i make my way back into the USA
yes i'll bring her news, i remain brave but a slave lookin in black caves
but soon i'll say im AOK when i escape my doom by the end of April aimed before May
but now im insane in my brain because my patience decayed
...this is an update of my mindstate...