Just got my mic back today so i recorded a song.
It's the first and only single from my upcoming mixtape which is yet untitled. shooting for release in about a month.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/17691456cd0bff0b/
the lyrics are typed in a weird format so that i could remember the flow of it.
excuse any spelling errors or differences in the lyrcs
Lyrics:
it gets so hard but still, i go strong, emotions numb but still/
i go on, it gets so hard, it gets so hard/
it gets so hard with no, one around, im alone right now, people ask how
i still go on, i still go on
cause im missin you softly, hide in the garbage my emotions, no one/
would notcie if, i was gone, syanora see ya later, guess/
my times up, yes my times up, firing squad put me in the line up, i cant/
take this, no more pain, i want sun, no more rain, im/
bout done, past my days, i might run, to a far far place and never/
come back, happy for a day, ive never done that, always under constant/
attack, so i come back with a bomb in the wraps(raps), arm with the tatts, loyalty
respect, honestly that's somethin ya'll lack, like TI what you know/
about that, i don't know much, but i know about rap, cause it's all ive ever had, in times
of need, drop to my knees, but the beats never cease, inside my head, its why/
i live, it's what i breathe, it's what i need, take it away, you take/
me away, but i won't go without a fight, cause that's my life, yeah/
thats right, so when i go to bed rest my head, at night, sometimes pray that i/
won't wake up, stress is buildin someone kill me, i cant feel these emotions/
i should, try to do good but it never works out, in the end i get jerked around/
dont wanna work it out it ain't worth it now, just want you to know that i'm hurt without/
it gets so hard but still, i go strong, emotions numb but still/
i go on, it gets so hard, it gets so hard/
it gets so hard with no, one around, im alone right now, people ask how
i still go on, i still go on
this pen can take me to the worlds edge, inside my own head i'm alive/
yet dead, take that away then i'm just dead, my life support is/
my pen, my therapy is, my rap, it has my back when i'm down/
and out, lonlieness is killin try, to conceal it empty soul with nothin/
to fill it, no love no hug no one no way, i cant do this by/
myself, still i chug on, and write love songs, though i am alone, and far/
from love, so i feel like my time is crunched, but i know when the rhyme/
is done, all my hurt was so well worth, an emotional burst, that goes/
as a curse, as well as a gift, i fell to the pits, wrote one song, and i felt/
moved on, like nothin in the world could ever go wrong, as you can see i/
was wrong, went outta my mind, and ran thru the daisies, like i went crazy, i/
was so angry, felt like the whole world was aginst me, day to day i/
was so tense man you shoulda seen me, release that i needed, couldnt be found cause writer's/
block had the whole world blocked, my whole world stopped, concience found knock/
on wood try to do good but it never works out, in the end i get jerked around/
dont wanna work it out it ain't worth it now, just want you to know that i'm hurt without/
thanks guys
EDIT
about the autotune, it's hardly even a difference from the original, and hardly at all heard in the chorus.
here's an example.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/17734850f81f3c02/
first vocal is the deeper voice that is found in the background of the normal chorus, second vocal is the autotuned higher voice that is the main part of the chorus, 3rd vocal is the higher voice without the autotune and the 4th part is the chorus with the 1st vocal and the 3rd vocal to show that it's hardly different from the chorus found in the song
hahaha
