Ive been bang on the hip Hop this last week or so from a break for a while. I would listen to it in the background but not really tale much notice of the lyrics. Now I have actually been listening to what is being said, I think I have become more conditioned towards violence. It feel its more normal than before and something not to be scared of. If it happens it happens.
This hasent been my view on it over the last 2 years or so. I would quite happily trade some respect for the chance to stay away potentially violence situations. The odd pub fight or what ever didnt bother me, it was the bigger stuff where you know the people and they know where you reside and that... Now, I think fuck it, Im not going to be stupid and start on people for no reason, but if it comes to me being blatantly taken for a mug, it just isnt going to happen. Death doesnt scare me like it used to.
/Random He-Man rant...










