Get shit off ya chest!

[mcZu]

Got my hands on the exam of tommorow ... So long for the stress, I'm set for tommorow..
As long as we don't get a different one, then I'm screwed

[Ivy]

I don't want to keep my head up, he ain't stopped by, he ain't called, what did I do that would make him run off? We were engaged, we set a date, we had huge Valentine's Day plans, we have a house, a family, he's all I have, and now I'm left with nothing. I'm at the house alone, 24/7, with a car that's dangerous to drive, so I sit on the computer and watch movies all day. I take care of our animals, who are missing him like crazy, and I can't lie, so am I. He's off at his brothers about an hour away...and I can't help but question, is there someone else who's taking my spot...if there is...I'd like to know...have the balls to tell me straight up, don't do it behind my back or don't let me catch you...I already have a broken heart, I don't need it to shatter...

Thanks for listening,
Taylor Ivy

[Ivy]

^tbh i would be thinking the same thing. He cant just leave you for NO reason. Thats so fucked up =/

Atleast he bought me groceries and a book so I'd have something to do why he's out "collecting his thoughts": ie: eating out, going to the movies, staying up late with his brother, midnight bowling, and what am I doing, feeling sorry for myself and being a couch potatoe...

[Ivy]

^thats really selfish of him :S like...REALLY. lol

I know, and what's bad is I ain't slept since he's been gone, I have no interest in eating, I haven't felt like this in 2 years, when I went through my last break-up, I thought he was the one, and I was stupid enough to get his name tattooed on my upper right arm...I'm so hating life right now...

[James R.]

*wipes shit off chest*

[Ivy]

^I dont blame ya, i wouldnt eat or sleep too, i couldnt. Geez...what an asshole


Hope everything turns out alright

Yeah, I've got my engagement ring in the box it came and the heart necklace in the box it came in that he just got me setting on his dresser for when he decides to return...

[James R.]

I just read what you said Ivy and all I can say is damn... I'm so sorry to hear you're going through that. I'm down to ill at any time. I'll ride on a muphukka any time of day.

[Ivy]

Are you gonna take him back? he better beg like he never has before

IDK, I don't know how to think or operate properly right now. In a half-hour it would have been our 17 month anniversary. And then there was valentines day. Not to mention in two months it'd be when he proposed to me...I wish he could know exactly how he was making me feel and act right now...with he could have a dose of his own medicine!

[Lil Pimp Tell 'Em]

Ivy - I wouldn't get yourself to down about it, I haven't read the whole thread so I don't know if its been mentioned but maybe he just needs space for a little bit.. maybe this marriage thing is really making him nervous.. after all he is about to unite his life with someone else. Thats huge. A lot of guys go through it and talking to his brother will help because no offense, he just can't come up and tell you things like that.

Idk, Im not much help.. well.. none at all. But, I wish you the best and hope things work out.

[Ivy]

Ivy - I wouldn't get yourself to down about it, I haven't read the whole thread so I don't know if its been mentioned but maybe he just needs space for a little bit.. maybe this marriage thing is really making him nervous.. after all he is about to unite his life with someone else. Thats huge. A lot of guys go through it and talking to his brother will help because no offense, he just can't come up and tell you things like that.

Idk, Im not much help.. well.. none at all. But, I wish you the best and hope things work out.

You sound just like him. He always told me he was scared of commitment. But I just want a better answer then I need my space. Tell me why you need your space and I'd feel a little, okay a lot, more confident. Just give me a call. He stood me up for our dinner plans tonite, I cooked dinner and everything. I called his parents and they ain't even heard from him. He's taken off the week from work, I just want to know what's up. That's part of being in a relationship, being able to talk and communicate with one-another...

[*MIRANDA*]

Ivy - I wouldn't get yourself to down about it, I haven't read the whole thread so I don't know if its been mentioned but maybe he just needs space for a little bit.. maybe this marriage thing is really making him nervous.. after all he is about to unite his life with someone else. Thats huge. A lot of guys go through it and talking to his brother will help because no offense, he just can't come up and tell you things like that.

Idk, Im not much help.. well.. none at all. But, I wish you the best and hope things work out.

You sound just like him. He always told me he was scared of commitment. But I just want a better answer then I need my space. Tell me why you need your space and I'd feel a little, okay a lot, more confident. Just give me a call. He stood me up for our dinner plans tonite, I cooked dinner and everything. I called his parents and they ain't even heard from him. He's taken off the week from work, I just want to know what's up. That's part of being in a relationship, being able to talk and communicate with one-another...

ive been trough a similair thing with a guy, where ya love eachother and ur so close
and all offa sudden he decides he needs space, and doesnt explain
and he just left me with all these questions and it was very hard to deal with
all i wanted was to talk to him so he could explain alil more, or answer my questions but he was selfish
and went away for weeks, so kinda the situation ur in
i just had to deal with that, at that point he gonna do what he wanna do anyways
maybe if hes back from his week off he had sum time to think and yall can talk it out
atleast thats what i hope for you
cuz i know how much it hurts to jsut be left with all these questions
the thing is when there are all these unanswered questions there are blank spaces
and then when he leaves u hanging like that
u kinda end up worrying and try to fill those spaces up so u begin to think the worse, and all these dif scenerios
thats why i think its selfish iffa person jsut leaves like that, clearly doenst know what hes putting u through
but like i said, i understand, and jsut hope he comes back to talk to you soon

[gutawafang]

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCK!

I'm about to delay submission of my 3d assignment and my java programming assignment! FUCK! DIE!

5% of the total marks gone! *SIGHS*

[Slimm]

The problem with girls is, maybe not you ivy but, they tend to make crazy ideas in their head. What if, why, when, WHO IS THE BITCH. Dont think about the crazy ideas but just see what happens, you cant change it.. Plus you 2 seem young, the relationship is young, you 2 are taking a huge step and hes prolly rethinking it all. Shit im scared to commit as well, but marriage is on a whole other level, so yeah.. But i hope it all turns out well for you ivy

[bom-bom]

im sorry this is happening Ivy, i hopes he comes back and enxpalis you why he is acting like that, at least u deserve an explanation, but im sure he just need space and time to think about what's going on in his life, its normal ure worried but probably nuthing bad is gonna happen

[Slim Zaddy]

Ivy - I wouldn't get yourself to down about it, I haven't read the whole thread so I don't know if its been mentioned but maybe he just needs space for a little bit.. maybe this marriage thing is really making him nervous.. after all he is about to unite his life with someone else. Thats huge. A lot of guys go through it and talking to his brother will help because no offense, he just can't come up and tell you things like that.

Idk, Im not much help.. well.. none at all. But, I wish you the best and hope things work out.

You sound just like him. He always told me he was scared of commitment. But I just want a better answer then I need my space. Tell me why you need your space and I'd feel a little, okay a lot, more confident. Just give me a call. He stood me up for our dinner plans tonite, I cooked dinner and everything. I called his parents and they ain't even heard from him. He's taken off the week from work, I just want to know what's up. That's part of being in a relationship, being able to talk and communicate with one-another...

dont worry about that ivy ,, he will come back for sure.. just give him his time , and dont be in hislife 24/7 , so he wont ge bored of ya .. gd luck wish you all the best