..i seen a c-section today. they couldn't take out the baby, it took them like 10 minutes which is too much for the baby, so when the doctor finally took it out, it was all blue-ish and did not breathe. damn, it was like the worst thing i've ever seen, seeing that tiny baby not breathing and not moving. so the other team started the resuscitation immidiately and it worked, after 5 minutes or so.. but it was terrible, really, i don't want to work with babies

then, i went to visit my grandma and inject her painkillers, and it's awful to see someone you love slowly loosing control over their body












but she seemed very weak when they put her in the incubator..






