I recorded this awhile ago but people have really liked it so I decided to finally post it. This was about the same girl both of my Love Will songs were about, but this was actually a love song while the others were for of fuck love and you're a bitch type songs haha, feedbacks appreciated.
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Lyrics:
I still sit and wonder where the time went,
And I don’t want back all the time I spent,
I just want new time to see what it brings,
You’re in my head all day see it rings,
Like an alarm just to remind me of,
What could be best that right kind of love,
I thought wasn’t able to come from me,
But you let that out and something’s free,
That I can’t find it’s all up in the air,
Maybe love was true and love was fair,
Or maybe love just had me thrown for a loop,
Now I know that wasn’t love that was you,
And then it ended for sometime love chilled,
But the truth came out when I dropped love will,
And you looked me in the eyes just like before,
I wanted a kiss, I think you wanted it more…
Hook:
I don’t know what the future holds,
And I don’t know what you’ve been told,
And I don’t think I have ever said so,
But it’s the truth I will never let go,
I want your hand when it’s not there,
I’ll never be your man and that’s not fair,
I’m still not sure how I ever got here,
But I’ll never let go, and girl if you care,
Let me be a part of what your future holds,
Every single word that you’ve been told,
By me is so real and now it’s said so,
Be true to me too and I will never let go,
Just take my hand it’ll always be there,
Because anything less is not fair,
I do care this much I am that sincere,
And I’ll never let go of something so rare…
Is it that she’s beautiful intelligent,
Or is it the artistry so prevalent,
And she does represent my temperament
So evident it’s everything I went to get,
And estimates had me sentence-less,
But right now I can only sit and guess whats next,
Even though I can only say…
Because she was the smile on my face,
The thought in my mind in every place,
And even now I still carry those traits
If love is evil then how scary is hate,
I know neither right now I’m displaced,
My mind and heart are both misplaced,
And that’s fine now because this chase,
Was worth it even though I lost the race,
I guess that just is the cost of fate,
You better believe that word called hate,
Never crossed my mind not once today,
And I am still smiling it’s just my way,
I can’t be mad at you no not today,
This is the first song I ever wrote this way,
It just how it is, I had to speak to you,
Straight from the heart, and yes it’s true…
I cannot let go, at least I say that now,
Who knows tomorrow I may lay it down,
And just put up the white flag for each,
Hour of sleep I didn’t get this past week,
I’m hungry right now believe I can’t eat,
The funny thing is how did I get that deep,
Without getting that deep, no pun intended,
It’s just I can’t find my heart it’s unattended,
The running around and all the fun is ended,
Are both untrue? You’re done I’m mended,
I know they both aren’t believe the first one’s,
Why this minds not right and my heart’s numb,
But it’s not about me, I wrote this for you,
Whether friends or more I do adore you,
Noone like you before you and never again,
Picturing your smile I feel better again…