this song is from my new album Amerikan Hero..and it's preety damn personal, so enjoy it!
oh BIG PROPS to Tash for mixing this ...he did an incredible job
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http://www.myspace.com/sticcyz08
man i dont know what to do, im so fuckin lost,
my whole body is gone, i need some noss,
and an ego bigger than rick ross,
self loathing is a trend, and its my fault,
as i look into the mirror, i cant see zach,
im a whole other person, this shits an act,
another persona, takin over im quack,
confidence lacked, my mind is a shake,
insane is a scale, and im at klepto,
so far out, i got condo on neptune,
rip the rep to, no reason to have it,
depressions like a drug, and for me its a habit,
bipolar i am, no sleep for me,
dthousand tylonols, theres still no peak,
seein the grim reaper, when i sleep,
its like a never ending nitemire,
that just wont leave
it just wont free me from this shit im in,
might as well give up, bow down and give in,
a green screen to yall, no one pays me no mind,
im locked in mine, like a jail im confined,
these sparatic thoughts, there eiratic hawks,
that lead ya death, or to a devil fox,
spirtis hittin hard, in my head they knock,
drivin me crazy, bout to twist my head off,
need some medication, maybe then ill be head strong,
prescribe anything, doc make head lost,
between death and this, i dont know how to choose,
one sounds tempting, but i dont wanna fuckin lose,
especially like that, with no one shoot,
gotta go in a blaze, somthin of glory,
maybe then they look back, and some will adore me
or completly uproar me, you faggots will mourn me