(Verse1)
When shit happens I lock myself away//
I just go to my room lock the door and pray//
Everytime I put my trust//
In some1 the realtionship turns to dust//
So I burn the duch//
Trying to get rid of the pain//
I feel like a lost kid in the rain//
With no parents to hug and hold//
Cause' even my parents have turned cold//
I've built up an emotional shield//
So I will no longer get played like a field//
(Course)
When shit happens//
I start rapping//
to release the anger//
to tell u the truth I don't even know who I am anymore I've become my own stranger//
When shit happens//
I start rapping//
to release the anger//
to tell u the truth I don't even know who I am anymore I've become my own stranger//
(verse2)
ya'll don't know Christina and to tell u the truth not even I can explain her//
She's some1 I don't wanna be and it hurts cause' I have no choice but to remain her//
I just wish I could change her//
Cause' I don't like who I've become//
And I know this song won't change me cause' I'll still be the same when these ryemes be done//
I'm so lost not even I can find me son//
I'm so far gone not even the Massiah could save me now//
And 4 any1 who hates me I don't blame u cause' even I hate me now//
shit is crazy wow//
it's got to the point where not even Eminem's music can help me//
I'm so cold not even Satan's lake of fire could melt me//
(Course)
When shit happens//
I start rapping//
to release the anger//
to tell u the truth I don't even know who I am anymore I've become my own stranger//
When shit happens//
I start rapping//
to release the anger//
to tell u the truth I don't even know who I am anymore I've become my own stranger//