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Lyrics
they say the cloudy days will lead to the sun//
then how come i ain't never seein the sun//
how can know my story without readin it some?//
think your victorious like its that easily done//
guess your cutting the ties to me//
how can you be so dam critical with so much irony//
spit so many lies to me//
like i honestly care about your thoughts when you cry to me//
guess you'd just have to die to see//
that your not affecting my life enough to be hyping me//
this ain't dissing....just laying my thoughts//
even tho i know your sitting there waiting for drops//
god.....like i got the time or the patience//
i got my own shit to sweat and whether i'm even makin it//
back in these shoes...the baggage i'm takin with//
is so dam baggy.....with no way of shakin it//
can't accell....i ain't considered the best//
get slept on in a room littered with pests//
rather linger and test//
cuz this shit's mostly wack pussies....and i can't point my finger to rest//
and you wouldn't understand till you walk in my shoes//
its hard when destinies callin...but ain't talkin to you/
feel like i'm infestin the booth//
can't lie....my life's too straight forward to be stretchin the truth//
see i'm broke as shit and need the minimum wage//
me and cam hate our jobs...but he's sittin ok//
hold the tools for success....but ain't livin that way//
and i dunno if i'm ever really gettin the play//
or just that the blueprints that ain't given away//
i'm in a situation that most fear//
a can do attitude in a never ever gonna happen atmosphere//
my dreams and visions coming out half as clear//
and they seem in reach........and i never have that near//
and i ain't tryna portray i got a shitty life//
but its hard to be a shining star in the city lights//
give me a million...fuck yea i'ma sell out//
yall will download...and its my fault it don't sell out//
i dunno if it's cuz my R's stretched//
i don't worry about a chorus and try to be an artest//
i'm not sure what fads are gonna start next//
but i'm sure that question won't be hard test//
but i got other problems then what songs best//
cuz the past year well...it's been quite a long stretch//
cuz i dunno what could possibly go wrong next//
scared shitless if i gotta be honest//
any energy that could be harnest//
moving towards my goal but i'm doing it armless//
and my bad luck that never seems to rest//
its like every aspect of my life needs a test//
and at the very least its best//
i can't strive for my best....when i'm taking defeat in step//
i just gotta be livin///
and it always seems the worst time when the perfect opportunities given//
choir in my headphones......but can't keep tuned with the singin//
4000 miles is quite a distance away//
N after every trip it seems to be hittin replay//
cuz here i am after an eight hour plane trip//
these kats saying i'm on the insane tip//
all this for a chick i ain't livin it up//
theres no words that could distance my love//
cuz when we together its something like harmony//
bonnie and clyde....no limit for my heart to reach//
N the problems they don't really make no difference//
we're so dam similar....but yet so different//
theres nothing that i'm tradin you for//
and any battles that you have i'm makin my wars//
hope in an area for saken with sores//
no type of resistence....i was taken by force//
and i'm not even worried that it'll end the least bit//
cuz i can reconize a good thing when i see it//
didn't know this shit could apply and rise//
hat on low.....tryin to hide my crys//
ripped from what i love most....time it flies//
head in the clouds....then i go to dry my eyes//
when i let out quite a sigh//
then i realized even being this high....i don't like my life//
N just how much i like this rap//
without a way to vent i dunno how much fight i'd have//
trying to stretch my 15 minutes of fame//
without selling out....i can't deminish my name//
but can't sell short and expect to finish this game//
cuz lately my mindset been for makin a kill//
took the AKA tommy guns to make an appeal//
now i take in whats real//
feeling like TO...i took my head out the stars so i could play for the bills//
till i realized it was fake....started hatin the feel//
boobie trapped opponents began playin the field//
i just don't wanna be on the bench waitin here still//
n not too much longer remain unphased by this shield//
but i'm not sure how long i can sit this through//
i'm walkin on egg shells in this chicken coop//
not too much longer b4 i hit the roof//
start desperate attempts for me to grip the loot//
