Don't bother. LOL

[gutawafang]

awkward,lose,imagine,smile,obvious,now,mistake,apologize,kidding,kind,avoid,you,asshole,now.

I just wanna leave these words here. It's a subliminal message.

[Spyder]

OMG i cant belive u said that to me Guta

WTF i thought we were tight

[gutawafang]

OMG i cant belive u said that to me Guta

WTF i thought we were tight

Of course we tight. LMAO.

[Dark Blue]

whats the subliminal message

[gutawafang]

whats the subliminal message

it spells out a name. nothing much. it's not TR related that's why I said don't bother. LOL. I just wanna remind myself in case I forget. LMAO

[Dark Blue]

alison makkayan

[gutawafang]

alison makkayan

Word.

[Dark Blue]

alison makkayan

Word.

oh shit for real? lmao

[gutawafang]

alison makkayan

Word.

oh shit for real? lmao

LMAO.

[DrunkenDeath]

awkward
lose
imagine
smile
obvious
now

mistake
apologize
kidding
kind
avoid
you
asshole
now


someone's gonna go aww

[Just Silver]

weird but its what comes with a forum lol

[gutawafang]

awkward
lose
imagine
smile
obvious
now

mistake
apologize
kidding

kind
avoid
you
asshole
now

That's how it goes.

[DrunkenDeath]

that sucks.

[gutawafang]

I wrote something like this in my blog. http://misartofcogitations.blogspot.com ... -time.html

Eh, I don’t wanna be rejected so might as well keep it secret. I don’t want our friendship ended because I expose it. And then live in regret. So let it be. It won’t ever happen between us. We never even talked in real life before. It’s just a few hellos and smiles. It’s ridiculous. It’s so fucking weird about us. It’s reached to the point I feel AWKWARD to talk to you, like there ain’t no subject to talk about. It’s like when you go online, I just stare at your name, not even opening the conversation box. It’s so weird. But to let it be is impossible for me so that’s why I’m writing this. I’m just hoping you actually get it. It’s like I want it but I don’t want it too. I’d rather not have it because to have it I’ll LOSE it. I’d rather talk to myself than destroy our friendship. I’ve done it before, Wait, I hope you don’t get it. I feel fucking weird everytime I looked into her eyes. I don’t want you to turn away if I look into your eyes like she does now. I still want to talk to you like how we did for the first time, which was no doubt fucking dope especially because we just met. I want to IMAGINE you smiling when I talk to you sometimes. I want to SMILE whenever I talk to you. I still want to. So let it be. I’ma fucking let it be, period. Let it go like it’s helium balloon filled with love. I mean, let the love disappear before it gets deeper everyday. Because it does. It really does. Love isn’t supposed to hurt. Love should be expressed in an article like this. Well, this is a love letter without paragraphs anyways. So, basically, if you do read every word until now, it’s OBVIOUS already who I’m talking about and I’m definitely going to deny everything you ask me. And I hope you won’t feel offended if I’ll be a jerk to you if you try to talk to me. Because I’m sorry. I really am confused right NOW. It’s a MISTAKE to say sorry for loving someone in the first place. But at times, it happens. For instance, if you already ain’t single and I fall for you, it’s a mistake and I must APOLOGIZE, rite? It’s basic courtesy. Sighs. I wonder if you actually bother to read up till here. Cuz it’s a subliminal message. No, I’m just KIDDING. It’s just getting more and more obvious by the minute because you read until here. I really should stop but if I do, this entire love letter would be short. So I’d rather go on and on to change what you think. I’d rather you not think I’m talking to you right now. But there is no choice, you surely know you’re the one I’m talking about. I really should stop, but I won’t cuz my fingers are still itching to type. I’m so depressed over this, I think. I am sure that if I do confess, I’ll be rejected. And if I don’t do so, I won’t know if I would even be accepted or given a chance at all. But if I do so, it would change the world. The whole world would KIND of speed up because all my time would be wasted on writing poems for you like I did before. And then I find them ridiculous because I didn’t really mean what I say. I don’t want to mean what I say now and then change my feelings for you. No, I don’t want feelings for you, remember? I don’t want to talk to you. No, wait. I want to cuz it’s really been so long. It’s just a few months actually. I miss you. So maybe, just maybe it’s because I miss you that I think this is love? No wait, it’s not love ain’t it? I don’t think so. I’m still confused. What was I talking about earlier? Ok, I said I’d rather we stay friends and be mute like we are right now. Yeah. I’m happy the way we are. But I’m not too. I want us to be happier. Maybe not now. Maybe this is all wrong. Wait, this is all wrong eh. Really, it’s all so wrong. I shouldn’t be writing all this in the first place, so as to AVOID questions being asked by you. I seriously hope you don’t get it so that you don’t have to talk to me and reject me. Please, don’t understand that I am talking to you in this subliminal letter I write to confess to you. Who is YOU? That’s not the point actually. I want you to know it’s ok to not talk to me at all. I don’t mind. It’s ok to delete me off your msn list after you read this. Because I think you gonna hate me as much as Rachel did. You’ll be flipping the bird everytime you see me. Wait, I’ll be the one flipping the bird. But that’s sad, real sad. And sad and depressed aren’t my intentions. I don’t plan to cry over this but I am already crying. Ok, I know I sound so fucking unmanly. Sorry then. Sorry to embarrass you in this state. I don’t wanna say sorry anymore. I don’t want this to be a fucking mistake so I let it go. Seriously, I’m letting it go. Your name is not mentioned here, so it’s not possible that if you do read till here and know that I’m actually talking bout you. So please, really, have mercy on me. I hope you won’t find me a fucking ASSHOLE. Wait, I hope you won’t reject me. Hold on, this letter is contradictory. Very fucking contradictory. What do I want? I don’t know myself. It depends on whether you’ve read the whole thing here and understand that I’m talking t you. And totally how you respond to this, because I’ll only be going with the flow. If it’s necessary for a million rhymes for you, I’d start writing immediately. If it’s necessary for us to not talk anymore because it’s gonna be awkward, then I’d be living in regret and then cry. Eh, I don’t know what else to say. I give up. But this is a war, rite? Why am I giving up? It’s because it is the wisest choice to live. And furthermore, I wanna live happily. Hopefully you respond. Let’s just cut to the chase. I love you. Too much? I like you. Ok, not strong enough I guess. But I don’t know eh. I still don’t know you at all eh. I merely know your hobby and it doesn’t match with mine. I only know you’re more than the beautiful girls I’ve complimented in my life. I can go on and on, writing sentences starting with the word “you’re”. Please don’t deny you ain’t pretty. And I’d be so fucking glad if you match the poem I wrote above. I’d be so glad if I can listen to your voice too. I want to hear you talk to me. Dammit, why am I so serious?! No, that’s not the point. I’ll be happy if you accept me. But then again, I won’t know what to do if you do. Eh, I give up. I give up. I shall stop here, right NOW.

LOL. Just wondering if she gets it. Cuz I believe she's read the whole shit already. LMAO

[DrunkenDeath]

wait, do you even know her in real life?