i was looking at the not afraid video shoot video/ pics and just wondered
was it the prescription drugs or proof getting killed.
seriously think about it, it is astounding how different he is and uncomfortable/ shy in public situations i think even if my best friend died i would recover and still be able to smile and enjoy life, he says he is but it never looks to me like hes happy anymore. i know nothing about the effects of drug abuse so i cant say if its obviously the drugs which did it. basically, his whole personality is permanently altered and i didnt think this happens just with age and maturing.




only thing different that he was in drugs before so it made him careless, now he's sober so he looks more focus 






