Ok, apologies for the depressing title.
I used to post on the eminem forum a decade ago when Eminem first came out (I was 13 at the time) I'm 24 now so I've been a fan for a long time.... anyway... thought I would introduce myself.
I was just listenning to his song ''Spacebound''. I know a lot of fans will argue this song is not about Kim and it's about drugs but he makes a lot of references that make a lot more sense to me if it were about Kim.
So at the beginning of "Spacebound" the sirens are going off symbolising the aftermath of suicide.
"you must be a sorceress
Cause you just, did the impossible, gained my trust"
Kim Mathers gave a few interviews after the second divorce to clear up misconceptions but she could have acted a lot worse and could have milked the hype for all it was worth but chose not to, she could have written a book, become a celebrity in her own right, it just wasn't what she wanted.
"Cause if I get burnt, I'ma show ya what it's like to hurt
Cause I've been treated like dirt befo' ya"
Could be a refernce to his girlfriend before Kim.
"Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone
It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go"
So he's regretting the abuse he dished out to Kim. He has millions of fans but he feels isolated because none of his fans really "know" him.
"Don't ask me why I have no love for these mufuckin' hoes
Blood-suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this
I've tried in this department, but, I ain't had no luck with this
It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryin' to start over"
Referring to the woman who are constantly throwing themselves at him, hungry for fame, money etc...
"I've got a hole in my heart from some kind of emotional roller-coaster;
Somethin' I won't go on till you toy with my emotions, so it's over"
So he's worn out from all the arguing, fighting, ups and downs and he's emotionally damaged and hurt.
"I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you, I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't with you, I have zero strength"
Some fans say he's referring to the after effects of drugs, it could be drugs he's referring to but I think it's Kim and it doesn't make sense to suddenly talk about drugs.
"So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want
But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once"
They married In June 1999, then divorced in August 2000, that's 14 months then remarried in first week of January 2006 and divorced in the first week of May 2006, that's another 4 months, making it 1 year and 6 months marriage.
"I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm bleedin', I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin' "
Saying he would rather die then live without her in his life...
"Tears stream down both of my cheeks, now that you're goin jus git.
And before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this
And I woulda did anything for you
To show you how much I adored you
But it's over now, it's too late to save our
Love
Just promise me you'll think of me
Every time you look up in the sky and see a star"
I guess this part is self explanatory.... the point where he kills himself and is a star in the sky..










