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I've always strayed from posting or viewing in this section but just wrote a note and thought ya'll could like it.
I’m maintaining the distance so I can keep you close
Sometimes love leads to suffocating loss
You see, its not that I don’t love you
Its because I want to love me as much as you do
Self obsession propagating primitive pride
Is as bad as loathing what I see inside
It’s a fine line to stride…
Just hope you’ll be there for me if I get to the other side
The most dirt I see is that I do
I’m happy that you still remain without a clue
Hoping to cleanse it before you do
Fuck, I pray I do
Its lies that ambition alone define the person
They look at the results and there lies the question
Is a human as great as his most monumental moment
Or worth the result of his moment of weakness
They say the tempting is virtual
No, this Habitual craving is manifesting in the physical
Clouded thoughts make it easy to act
Carry on with what my mind expects
My soul finding it hard to equally react
Rope, pills or gun were never an option
Suicidal thoughts always brushed aside with abandon
But still I stand here with no viable solution
Maybe writing this will point in a direction…