The only reason I write is to get this shit off my chest//
'Cause motherfucker's are testing me every day and I'm stressed//
They're criticising my thoughts, "what's going on in his brain?"
I'm just a failure in this life and I am searching for fame//
So you can hate me today, and you could hate me for life//
It's motivatin' this flame and it is growing soo bright//
My passion ain't at it's peak, my prime is yet to be touched//
These sluts are bringing me down and I am stuck in this rut//
So I am forced to the edge with some decision's to make//
And every move that I take is critical so I brake//
I'm in the spotlight of fans and what I do will be seen//
They're probably learning from me, and I am just an emcee//
That is expressing my feelings, for myself and none else//
I didn't mean for this to happen but I'm stuck in this drought//
And I'm attached til I die, I can not back away//
'Cause I got a reputation that I gotta maintain//
And share my views to the world and what I speak will be heard//
Over your internet, your ipod, on the streets for the birds//
This recognition is great, a needed feeling is swell//
And if it wasn't for this I'd be off rotting in hell//
This is the truth that I spit, and I'll be spitting til death//
The last words you'll hear me say will be a verse from my breath//
And when I'm burried and gone under this earth I won't rest//
I'll be spitting from the afterlife with Proof and the best//
And in the booth I don't sweat because it's easy to me//
I'm just achievin' my dream, this ain't a nightmare for me//
The nightmare that I live in is every day on this land//
I got no job, I got no money, I'm a fucked up young man//
I got some issues with whores, I got some issues with friends//
I'm just exposing my life with every drop from this pen//
Appreciate what I show 'cause one day I'll be gone//
I'm just relievin' my tension, the only point to my songs//
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