My new song featuring Travis K
http://www.myspace.com/ddubswinch
Lyrics:
I wake up every morning with these dreary eyes,
It’s just another day that I must bear the tide,
Listen as you all bullshit and I hear the lies,
In one ear, and out the other ear it slides,
Cause I just worry if I can clear the sky,
Will I be in the clouds, shit I ain’t scared ta die,
It’s life, not death that’s got me terrified,
So I just sit to wonder when, where and why,
I’m caught in life’s teeth all I do is bleed,
It’s not about what I want it’s about what I need,
I tried looking to the future but I can’t see,
Anything to change the pain inside of me,
There’s nowhere to run I haven’t tried to flee,
And there’s no one but myself I’ve tried to be,
So you can call me crazy and say it’s madness,
I’m just lost it’s tragic, so listen to Travis…
All the hands I’m dealt, all I do is fold them,
Why keep hands that don’t want you to hold them,
I say that but it’s hard to see my hands lift off,
I’ve broken myself down now I’m just pissed off,
This self medication is all bottled up,
I’m on the highway of life and the throttles stuck,
I’m back at first gear seeing my worst fears,
Come alive but inside I can’t persevere,
I don’t care if what I say does hurt your ears,
You don’t live life scared to just burst in tears,
And the thirst is there but I see a blocked well,
Maybe that’s why I’m hurtin and why I’m not well,
And you all know why but even I can’t tell,
Why I’m writing every night until my hands swell,
It’s hurts to see myself and who I’ve become,
So don’t forget me if love makes me succumb…